Pretti Random Thoughts

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. It's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. It...

First off, I must say… I’m the one with the problem… not everyone else. I’ll admit that… I’m nuts . No matter all of the bs and hurtful things that I have been through from my childhood, family, friends, and lovers, somehow I have managed to still view the world with a childlike disposition. I have feelings, I have emotions… I’m so weak with it… that I even have the nerve to share them… go figure… It’s crazy. Somehow, everyone has learned to accept that the world is a fucked up place, where everyone is out to hurt us… so you better hurt them first… or If someone hurt you, dont let them know… pretend to not feel… Someone hurt you? You better go hurt someone else! Me being the psycho that I am, I’ve never been able to get with that program… so again I admit that it's me… everyone else gets it! I’m always smiles and open arms… trusting, believing & loving… & would you believe that I get hurt? LOL! Geez! Instead of convincing myself, that I dont care… fuck them.. they're wa...