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Yeah I know - I've been gone. I don't know... I think when I have too many things going on in my head, I retreat.

yeah...that sounds about right.

Anyway, I have a headache - and I don't feel like getting into a long thing about why. I did wanna post something, tho.. so here it is. Have a good night, lovelies xoxo


It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you’ll never know what could’ve been. Maybe someday you’ll regret it, maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you’ll see me walking, smiling and happy, alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because they has my heart.


Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing, because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go…

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