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“As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going.”


Isn't Carrie so profound? :)


The last few days have been very...interesting. Yes - interesting is a good way to sum things up. I've gone through a range of emotions over a few different situations. I actually thought that I was handling the " situation that I'm not going to blog about anymore" (ahem) pretty well...UNTIL this morning. Yanno, my buela used to always say " When you look for something, you find it" . Well, dammit - I need to tape my eyelids shut indefinitely. That is all I'm going to say about that.


I've decided that I'm going to take a step back from everything & almost everyone - and breathe. While I love & adore my friends & family, I've realized that there are just some things you have to do alone.. and for me, it's live my best life right now. Not to say that they are stopping me from doing so, but I think that I take too much stock in what they say & how they view me. It's always easy to give optimistic advice when you're blindly in love or have a fabulous career...it's harder for some people to separate "their" reality from actual reality & give realistic advice. *sigh* God,help your children.

In any event, I'm ready for the rest of this journey called life. Although it's beat the hell outta me at times..simple little joys make it ALL worth it in the end.
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  1. GingerJune 15, 2009 at 8:56 PM

    It beats you, but fortunately you're no Tina Turner. You don't have to take it. You get up & dust your self off & punch the negativity dead in the face. Work towards the positive & remember don't give a fuck what anyone says, make YOU happy.

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  2. AnonymousJune 17, 2009 at 5:55 AM

    I agree with Ginger verde sis this was def a good blog!

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